Post by syrinx on Jan 18, 2008 12:51:10 GMT -5
The One Who Remembers
By Syrinx
Rating: PG-13
REPOST. I never moved this baby over to the new board, but now I have. Enjoy. Smile
a/n: Remember when I said I wasn't going to write the Cindy Series anymore, but I would supplement with a few short stories? Well, I was bitten by the Jack/Cindy bug the other day and now I have to (as in right now, quick!) give you this. This story takes place after Saratoga Summer (so please read that if you haven't already) by about eight months or so. It's actually my version of an event that we are told happened in the Thoroughbred Series (remember Honor and Glory?) but have not as of yet seen. This is only the first part. I was going to post all three parts at once, but I need a little encouragement. Feedback/comments/etc. are welcomed with open arms! Smile
Part I: Manifestations
The morning was creeping up between the spires, a warm dark reddish orange, coloring unearthly hues on the bodies of horses as they moved without noticing the shift in the light. Their fragile legs kept drumming along over the track while their dark eyes glinted, reflecting the fiery sunrise. Cool air hung invisible between their bodies, plumed smoky through their nostrils, swept out of their way as they ran.
Cindy sat motionless on the back of an equally silent filly, squinting at the angry bright crown of the sun as it began to rise between the twin spires. Churchill Downs was bathed in bloody red, a clear omen in the morning of the Kentucky Oaks. She paid it no mind, turning the filly with a soft word and getting back to business.
There were reporters along the rail as the filly danced by the stands of the track, holding her head high and directing one wary brown eye over their dim faces. Cindy could feel their eyes running down the filly’s dappled body, checking out the way she went. There was no guessing at what they were thinking; Cindy already knew just by looking at them. This tenacious filly who had beaten colts in the Arkansas Derby was looking to do it again in the Kentucky Derby and bring racing to its knees, much like it had done before Winning Colors, Genuine Risk, Ashleigh’s Wonder. People were discounting her, wondering why she wasn’t running in the Kentucky Oaks where she was more assured a win, looking at the owner for explanations.
Ashleigh Griffen wasn’t talking. The filly was running. And that was the end of it.
Cindy moved the filly past the lineup and let her jog the rest of the way to the gap, where her father was leaning against the white rail with a gaunt expression on his face. It wasn’t the filly that caused this, Cindy knew. The Kentucky Derby had a way of sucking the life out of those that were too close to the center. With three horses training for the same race, Ian McLean had seen the front lines and it was showing.
"How did she feel?" he asked as Cindy tugged the filly to a gentle stop and gave her a pat on the neck.
"Like she’s ready," Cindy responded, jumping down as soon as Len had a firm hold on the filly’s bridle.
Ian nodded silently and smiled at Len, who walked by with the filly stepping lightly on her toes.
"You look tired, Dad," Cindy observed, stepping off the track after the filly, resting against the rail next to him. Ian chuckled lightly at her concern.
"Don’t worry about me," Ian informed her. "This is well-known territory, you know that."
"I’d feel better if you found someone else to ride the filly," Cindy admitted, watching his jaw tighten a little as she spoke. "I’m sure things would lighten up a little around here if I weren’t around the stables so much. I know Ashleigh has her reserves…"
"Cindy," Ian interrupted. "This was Ashleigh’s idea in the first place. You riding Glow has nothing to do with me."
"Come on, Dad," Cindy sighed, pushing back a few strands of loose hair that had worked out of her ponytail. "I know what you guys talk about. If this is Ashleigh’s idea of charity you can tell her I don’t need or want it."
"We all know you don’t need charity," Ian told her. "You’re very distinguished in New York…"
"That’s not what I meant," Cindy murmured, looking down at her shoes. Ian sighed and nodded, patting her on the back.
"I know, honey," Ian said. "But that was a long time ago."
"I don’t think time matters much to Ashleigh," Cindy said, glancing back out at the grandstand before looking at her father, who pressed his lips together for a moment.
"She’s trying," Ian assured her, hugging her around the shoulders. "She’s trying."
~
Cindy walked down the dirt aisle of Lucas’ barn, past the white cinder block walls and the open stalls. Horses stood in deep straw bedding, hanging their heads against burgundy and white stall guards, ripping determinedly at the large hay nets stationed against each opening. They had been here a little over a week, but the horses looked like they had been here forever.
She passed by the animals, running her hand down their necks and faces. Wonderment, the big chestnut son of Wonder’s Champion, who had won the Derby Trial on opening day. Sunday Punch, Lucas’ gray sprinter, who was set to make a return in the Churchill Downs Handicap after several months out of training with a sprain. Silvan, the burly pale son of Heavenly Choir, who would run in the Woodford Reserve Turf Classic. In the last stall was Hansea, Savage Girl’s dark brown daughter, who was to run later that day in the Oaks.
Cindy stopped in front of Hansea, giving the wild filly a long look. They had started her three-year-old campaign quietly and without much notice at Aqueduct with an allowance race. Then came the Busanda and then the Busher. The Comely was her biggest accomplishment, winning by four lengths. Hansea was noticed then, so Lucas put her on the plane to Louisville with the rest. Here they were the long shots in a field of dazzling jewels.
"This is your biggest thing, you know," Cindy told the filly, holding onto her halter and looking into Hansea’s big brown eyes.
"You think she knows that?" came a soft laugh behind her.
Cindy glanced back, looking at Jack with a smile.
"Well, what do you think she knows?" Cindy asked, stroking the filly’s warm neck.
"Other than being a damned fool?" Jack returned, staying where he was against the wall.
"Hey," Cindy admonished, letting go of the filly’s halter when Hansea turned back into the stall, milling nervously.
"So how’s the Whitebrook crew?" Jack asked.
"It’s almost to the point where I wish I could just abandon the ride on the filly," Cindy sighed.
"Even with the Kentucky Derby?" Jack laughed, not believing her.
"Even with the Derby," Cindy confirmed, giving Jack a sidelong glance. "You must think I’m crazy."
"Cin," he grinned. "You know I think you’re crazy most of the time. Wanting to give up a Derby mount doesn’t surprise me."
Cindy slapped at his arm, laughing. "You do not think that."
"Think what you like," Jack shrugged.
Cindy only arched an eyebrow and sighed, letting the tension that had been coiling inside for the past two weeks unwind. There was no sense going into the Oaks tightly sprung, and Jack was always an easy person to talk to.
"I don’t understand Ashleigh," Cindy admitted, getting a quiet, blank look from Jack. "I don’t understand why I’ve got this Derby ride in the first place."
"The woman has three horses in the Derby this year," Jack reasoned. "She seems to look in house before she goes elsewhere. You know that."
"I’m not in house anymore," Cindy said with a frown, leaning against Hansea’s stall. "I haven’t been for a long time."
"Doesn’t matter if you’re not physically there," Jack told her. "You do know what ‘in house’ means, right?"
"Shut up," Cindy defended. "You know what I mean. I just don’t get why she wants me to help out at all if she’s going to go act the way she has."
"Which is?" Jack asked, reminding Cindy that he hardly knew the Whitebrook staff, let alone Ashleigh Griffen, further than reputation.
"Cold," Cindy said after a moment before delving on with: "Overly critical, overbearing, concerned, hesitant, uncomfortably silent at the worst of times, and so forth. Why the hell am I bothering?"
"Because you promised?" Jack suggested.
"Fat lot of good a promise is," Cindy frowned.
"It’s a little late to be bitching now, Cin," Jack said.
"I know," Cindy sighed, looking in on Hansea as the bay filly stared intently out at the aisle. "I can’t back out now."
~
The Kentucky Oaks was mild compared to the Derby, but it still held the same air of celebration. As part of the festival leading up to the Derby, the Kentucky Oaks got more than enough attention. The grandstand was swarming with over a hundred thousand people, the rail of the paddock was lined thick by the crowds, and the lead ponies were decked to the nines with flowers and ribbons. It could have been Derby Day to the untrained eye.
Cindy stood silently in the paddock, watching her mount tear at her groom’s arm with a furious need to have her way. Hansea eyed the crowds and swiveled her ears, laying them flat to her head as they passed through the crowded sections near the stalls. Owners were everywhere, littering the grassy lawn of the paddock and sometimes accidentally stepping in the way of an anxious horse. Hansea, of course, didn’t look anxious. She looked downright murderous.
"We saw this coming, at least," Lucas said to Cindy as the filly stalked by with her ears pinned and her eyes ringed with white.
"Hey, you’re not riding her," Cindy laughed, trying not to sound nervous, although she could feel it lying in the pit of her stomach.
There were twelve very accomplished fillies in this race. Cindy swallowed hard as they filed by out of order, their beautiful coats buffed to perfection and shining in the perfect afternoon. Morgantina, a dark bay monster of a filly, was the California horse to beat. War of Words and Fifteen Feet danced by, also from California with sparkling pedigrees and conditioned by millionaire trainers. South of Rome, the Florida horse, was a chestnut filly with Unbridled in the pedigree. Golden Bamboo came from Louisiana and Arkansas, Alauda had been running against Hansea all year, Magic Mountain was the Ashland Stakes winner and Strewn Glitter had raced against her. Ranomafama, a gorgeous bay with a strange name, was Florida’s homebred horse that still had a lot to prove. Then came Whitebrook’s double entry: Angelica Tree and Vinaceous, who had been battling it out in California and Florida while Hansea enjoyed relative peace at Aqueduct.
"Keep her within striking distance," Lucas was saying as Cindy watched the horses. "She’ll want to lay off the pace with Vinaceous and Magic Mountain. Angelica Tree is going to be the horse to watch coming into the stretch, but South of Rome is the filly to beat right now. She’s going to come on late. War of Words will set the pace and she’ll tire. All you have to do is lay in wait and watch out for the closers."
"Understood," Cindy said simply, sidestepping as Hansea wheeled into the stall for her final check. The leggy bay couldn’t stay still, and already she was lashing out at the air with her hooves.
"Whoa, missy," the groom mumbled into the filly’s ear. "Whoa, missy. Whoa."
Hansea cocked an ear his way and put all four feet on the ground, letting out a snort in the direction of her awed owners, a young entrepreneur and his wife. Cindy smiled a little at the couple’s aghast expression, knowing exactly what they were thinking. Horses were generally not how owners made their principle money. Hansea was their recreation, and without Lucas to guide them along with her they would be utterly lost.
"Whoa, missy," the groom murmured under his breath again when Lucas gave Cindy a leg up into the saddle. Hansea shifted her weight and craned her head around, flicking her ears distractedly. Cindy could feel her coiling, getting ready to burst. She hoped the filly would save it for the race.
"Good luck, Cin," Lucas told her. "You might need it."
Cindy saluted him with her crop before tucking it away. Lucas smiled and let them go to enter the line of fillies dancing and spooking past the crowds at the rail. As they walked out from the tunnel, right into the corridor of thundering fans, Hansea predictably spooked, skittering over the concrete with her head held high, jerking on her groom’s arm.
The filly was quickly shuffled past the onlookers and deposited with her outrider. Hansea immediately thrust her head over the pony’s neck and danced her hindquarters away, sidestepping her long legs over the track.
Cindy sat easily through the post parade, trying to keep the filly calm through the necessity of being showcased to the bettors. Ahead of her she could see her cousin, Josie Taylor, sitting pretty on Vinaceous. Anne Pierce, Whitebrook’s other jockey, was a few horses behind on Angelica Tree. Whitebrook’s chestnut fillies were walking along professionally, totally attuned to the track as they shut out the raucous crowd.
As soon as they past the starting gate, Cindy let Hansea start up into a slow gallop. The filly’s dark legs lifted softly and stretched out, showing off her beautiful breeding and ground eating talent. Cindy felt her own nerves dissolve as the filly began to warm up, letting a little of her anxiousness fade off in the preparation for the race.
"She works out smooth," commented the outrider, getting a sniff nod from Cindy.
"After she calms down a bit, yeah," Cindy managed, slowing the filly as they approached the starting gate.
War of Words was loaded first, followed by Morgantina with Jerry Bailey. Golden Bamboo had the third slot, Vinaceous the fourth, and Alauda the fifth.
Cindy glanced next to her as she waited, her eyes catching on Magic Mountain and Sarah McCormick. The dark gray filly was dancing underneath Sarah, who settled her down before looking up and smiling at Cindy.
"This will be a good race," Sarah called over to her.
"No kidding," Cindy chuckled, already seeing the outlines for a major jockey battle. So many horses were evenly matched and on top of their game in this race that it would take a perfect ride to get the winner.
"See you at the finish," Sarah grinned as Magic Mountain was loaded. Angelica Tree followed next, along with Strewn Glitter. Hansea was one of the last to load, which Cindy was thankful for as the filly became more unmanageable the longer she was confined in the gate.
The last horses loaded. There was a split second to wait while Morgantina stopped fussing. Then the gates slammed open.
Hansea broke sharply, lunging out of the gate instantly. Immediately Cindy was on her toes, urging the filly up with the rest of the fillies and toward the rail. Hansea jockeyed into position, getting bumped several times by Strewn Glitter as the other bay filly attempted to find her feet in the crush to find position. Hansea snorted at each bump and Cindy let her move forward a little, settling in front of Strewn Glitter in fourth outside of Vinaceous as they entered the clubhouse turn.
War of Words had indeed won the battle to the front, with Golden Bamboo sitting right off her flank. Cindy kept Hansea steady in fourth, glancing to her right when she saw a flash of gray bobbing next to her. Sure enough, Magic Mountain was settling in to run along side them. Cindy could almost see Sarah smiling through her filly’s whipping gray mane.
Cindy focused all her energy on Hansea as they raced down the backstretch, keeping the bay filly from grabbing the bit in her teeth too soon. Thankfully Hansea was following orders, not running off rank like she had done several times in her racing career.
War of Words was setting hot fractions on the lead as they plunged past the half-mile marker. Cindy noted grimly that the filly was already starting to relinquish her lead to Golden Bamboo, who was no where near ready to race in the front with Fifteen Feet right on her heels. The field thundered through the rest of the backstretch, Cindy sitting still on Hansea as War of Words dropped back along the rail.
On her right Cindy saw Sarah still waiting on Magic Mountain, and on her left Josie was already working on Vinaceous as they began to turn for home. Cindy took stock of her mount, checking Hansea for how much they had left. The filly was responsive as hell.
"See ya, Jo," Cindy called over to her cousin, who gave her a surprised look as they flew past the quarter mile pole.
Hansea had her head, and was switching leads at the top of the stretch. Fifteen Feet was no longer a problem as Cindy ducked Hansea in close to the rail, skimming along the white tubing as they surged past, taking aim at Golden Bamboo, who was faltering. Hansea was pushing to the front, Cindy shoving her hands along the filly’s sweat dampened neck on their way past the grandstand.
Only when they had cleared Golden Bamboo did Cindy hear the others coming on her outside. Magic Mountain was flying down the stretch, Angelica Tree hot in pursuit. Cindy pursed her lips together, feeling Hansea’s pitch black mane slap at her cheeks. She brought out the crop and rotated it, landing it sharply on the filly’s hindquarters.
Hansea stretched and ran, her ears tipped back in concentration. Magic Mountain and Angelica Tree were beginning to level out with Hansea, about to draw even. Cindy smacked the filly twice more before swinging the crop back up to flick it by the filly’s eye. Hansea ripped at the bit, coming back on strong just as Magic Mountain gained the lead.
Cindy pushed up the filly’s neck as Hansea rushed back to challenge, drawing even on the inside before shoving free of Magic Mountain and sticking her head in front just as the wire blew by. Standing in the stirrups, Cindy shoved a victorious fist in the air as Hansea slowed, her ears pricking at the camera flashes along the inside rail.
"Good job," Sarah called to her as Magic Mountain cooled off next to Hansea. "I didn’t think she had it in her to come back."
"Neither did I," Cindy grinned, slapping Hansea a few times on the neck in praise as the filly went into a jaunty trot, flaring her red nostrils as Magic Mountain continued to canter by. Cindy slowed the filly down to a walk as the outrider cantered up to collect her, Donna Brothers close behind for the post-race interview.
Cindy grinned at the retired jockey and answered her questions as they rode back to the winner’s circle, Hansea dancing and bumping playfully against the nearly white outrider’s pony even though anyone could tell she was too tired to put her full, riot-rousing heart behind it.
At the winner’s circle, the dark filly was led through the corridor of flashing cameras and into the cement section of the grandstand reserved for the press and the official winner. Lucas was laughing with the owners, who were engrossed in the attention. The only presence in the small area that truly paid attention to Hansea and Cindy was Jack, who put a hand on the filly’s damp head and asked how they were.
The wreath of pink and white striped stargazer lilies was draped over Cindy’s lap, scattering fragrant yellow pollen all over her white pants. On top of that, another huge bouquet was shoved into Cindy’s hands, which she let rest on top of the wreath. Hansea shifted uneasily under the strange decoration, but Jack held her firmly as the photographer got everyone into the frame for the photograph.
After several flashes, the crowd broke with smiles still on their faces and Cindy leapt off the filly’s back, turning to tug the saddle off along with all the flowers, and weigh in as Hansea was led back up the track to the barns. The bouquet of flowers were abandoned on the wall for the trophy presentation – a case of twelve sterling silver mint julep cups that Cindy had to help hold for the picture. As soon as everyone had cleared out, Cindy turned quickly to retreat to the jockey’s room, only to run into Jack and the flowers she had easily discarded.
"You’re not going to let me get away without them, huh?" Cindy laughed, taking the gaudy pink and white lilies from him.
"Not into pink and white, huh?" Jack asked as Cindy wrinkled her nose at the flowers.
"No, not the flowers. Just look at me," Cindy exclaimed, brushing off all the yellow pollen on her pants and silks, which clung to her fingers and flowed like gold dust to the ground.
By Syrinx
Rating: PG-13
REPOST. I never moved this baby over to the new board, but now I have. Enjoy. Smile
a/n: Remember when I said I wasn't going to write the Cindy Series anymore, but I would supplement with a few short stories? Well, I was bitten by the Jack/Cindy bug the other day and now I have to (as in right now, quick!) give you this. This story takes place after Saratoga Summer (so please read that if you haven't already) by about eight months or so. It's actually my version of an event that we are told happened in the Thoroughbred Series (remember Honor and Glory?) but have not as of yet seen. This is only the first part. I was going to post all three parts at once, but I need a little encouragement. Feedback/comments/etc. are welcomed with open arms! Smile
Part I: Manifestations
The morning was creeping up between the spires, a warm dark reddish orange, coloring unearthly hues on the bodies of horses as they moved without noticing the shift in the light. Their fragile legs kept drumming along over the track while their dark eyes glinted, reflecting the fiery sunrise. Cool air hung invisible between their bodies, plumed smoky through their nostrils, swept out of their way as they ran.
Cindy sat motionless on the back of an equally silent filly, squinting at the angry bright crown of the sun as it began to rise between the twin spires. Churchill Downs was bathed in bloody red, a clear omen in the morning of the Kentucky Oaks. She paid it no mind, turning the filly with a soft word and getting back to business.
There were reporters along the rail as the filly danced by the stands of the track, holding her head high and directing one wary brown eye over their dim faces. Cindy could feel their eyes running down the filly’s dappled body, checking out the way she went. There was no guessing at what they were thinking; Cindy already knew just by looking at them. This tenacious filly who had beaten colts in the Arkansas Derby was looking to do it again in the Kentucky Derby and bring racing to its knees, much like it had done before Winning Colors, Genuine Risk, Ashleigh’s Wonder. People were discounting her, wondering why she wasn’t running in the Kentucky Oaks where she was more assured a win, looking at the owner for explanations.
Ashleigh Griffen wasn’t talking. The filly was running. And that was the end of it.
Cindy moved the filly past the lineup and let her jog the rest of the way to the gap, where her father was leaning against the white rail with a gaunt expression on his face. It wasn’t the filly that caused this, Cindy knew. The Kentucky Derby had a way of sucking the life out of those that were too close to the center. With three horses training for the same race, Ian McLean had seen the front lines and it was showing.
"How did she feel?" he asked as Cindy tugged the filly to a gentle stop and gave her a pat on the neck.
"Like she’s ready," Cindy responded, jumping down as soon as Len had a firm hold on the filly’s bridle.
Ian nodded silently and smiled at Len, who walked by with the filly stepping lightly on her toes.
"You look tired, Dad," Cindy observed, stepping off the track after the filly, resting against the rail next to him. Ian chuckled lightly at her concern.
"Don’t worry about me," Ian informed her. "This is well-known territory, you know that."
"I’d feel better if you found someone else to ride the filly," Cindy admitted, watching his jaw tighten a little as she spoke. "I’m sure things would lighten up a little around here if I weren’t around the stables so much. I know Ashleigh has her reserves…"
"Cindy," Ian interrupted. "This was Ashleigh’s idea in the first place. You riding Glow has nothing to do with me."
"Come on, Dad," Cindy sighed, pushing back a few strands of loose hair that had worked out of her ponytail. "I know what you guys talk about. If this is Ashleigh’s idea of charity you can tell her I don’t need or want it."
"We all know you don’t need charity," Ian told her. "You’re very distinguished in New York…"
"That’s not what I meant," Cindy murmured, looking down at her shoes. Ian sighed and nodded, patting her on the back.
"I know, honey," Ian said. "But that was a long time ago."
"I don’t think time matters much to Ashleigh," Cindy said, glancing back out at the grandstand before looking at her father, who pressed his lips together for a moment.
"She’s trying," Ian assured her, hugging her around the shoulders. "She’s trying."
~
Cindy walked down the dirt aisle of Lucas’ barn, past the white cinder block walls and the open stalls. Horses stood in deep straw bedding, hanging their heads against burgundy and white stall guards, ripping determinedly at the large hay nets stationed against each opening. They had been here a little over a week, but the horses looked like they had been here forever.
She passed by the animals, running her hand down their necks and faces. Wonderment, the big chestnut son of Wonder’s Champion, who had won the Derby Trial on opening day. Sunday Punch, Lucas’ gray sprinter, who was set to make a return in the Churchill Downs Handicap after several months out of training with a sprain. Silvan, the burly pale son of Heavenly Choir, who would run in the Woodford Reserve Turf Classic. In the last stall was Hansea, Savage Girl’s dark brown daughter, who was to run later that day in the Oaks.
Cindy stopped in front of Hansea, giving the wild filly a long look. They had started her three-year-old campaign quietly and without much notice at Aqueduct with an allowance race. Then came the Busanda and then the Busher. The Comely was her biggest accomplishment, winning by four lengths. Hansea was noticed then, so Lucas put her on the plane to Louisville with the rest. Here they were the long shots in a field of dazzling jewels.
"This is your biggest thing, you know," Cindy told the filly, holding onto her halter and looking into Hansea’s big brown eyes.
"You think she knows that?" came a soft laugh behind her.
Cindy glanced back, looking at Jack with a smile.
"Well, what do you think she knows?" Cindy asked, stroking the filly’s warm neck.
"Other than being a damned fool?" Jack returned, staying where he was against the wall.
"Hey," Cindy admonished, letting go of the filly’s halter when Hansea turned back into the stall, milling nervously.
"So how’s the Whitebrook crew?" Jack asked.
"It’s almost to the point where I wish I could just abandon the ride on the filly," Cindy sighed.
"Even with the Kentucky Derby?" Jack laughed, not believing her.
"Even with the Derby," Cindy confirmed, giving Jack a sidelong glance. "You must think I’m crazy."
"Cin," he grinned. "You know I think you’re crazy most of the time. Wanting to give up a Derby mount doesn’t surprise me."
Cindy slapped at his arm, laughing. "You do not think that."
"Think what you like," Jack shrugged.
Cindy only arched an eyebrow and sighed, letting the tension that had been coiling inside for the past two weeks unwind. There was no sense going into the Oaks tightly sprung, and Jack was always an easy person to talk to.
"I don’t understand Ashleigh," Cindy admitted, getting a quiet, blank look from Jack. "I don’t understand why I’ve got this Derby ride in the first place."
"The woman has three horses in the Derby this year," Jack reasoned. "She seems to look in house before she goes elsewhere. You know that."
"I’m not in house anymore," Cindy said with a frown, leaning against Hansea’s stall. "I haven’t been for a long time."
"Doesn’t matter if you’re not physically there," Jack told her. "You do know what ‘in house’ means, right?"
"Shut up," Cindy defended. "You know what I mean. I just don’t get why she wants me to help out at all if she’s going to go act the way she has."
"Which is?" Jack asked, reminding Cindy that he hardly knew the Whitebrook staff, let alone Ashleigh Griffen, further than reputation.
"Cold," Cindy said after a moment before delving on with: "Overly critical, overbearing, concerned, hesitant, uncomfortably silent at the worst of times, and so forth. Why the hell am I bothering?"
"Because you promised?" Jack suggested.
"Fat lot of good a promise is," Cindy frowned.
"It’s a little late to be bitching now, Cin," Jack said.
"I know," Cindy sighed, looking in on Hansea as the bay filly stared intently out at the aisle. "I can’t back out now."
~
The Kentucky Oaks was mild compared to the Derby, but it still held the same air of celebration. As part of the festival leading up to the Derby, the Kentucky Oaks got more than enough attention. The grandstand was swarming with over a hundred thousand people, the rail of the paddock was lined thick by the crowds, and the lead ponies were decked to the nines with flowers and ribbons. It could have been Derby Day to the untrained eye.
Cindy stood silently in the paddock, watching her mount tear at her groom’s arm with a furious need to have her way. Hansea eyed the crowds and swiveled her ears, laying them flat to her head as they passed through the crowded sections near the stalls. Owners were everywhere, littering the grassy lawn of the paddock and sometimes accidentally stepping in the way of an anxious horse. Hansea, of course, didn’t look anxious. She looked downright murderous.
"We saw this coming, at least," Lucas said to Cindy as the filly stalked by with her ears pinned and her eyes ringed with white.
"Hey, you’re not riding her," Cindy laughed, trying not to sound nervous, although she could feel it lying in the pit of her stomach.
There were twelve very accomplished fillies in this race. Cindy swallowed hard as they filed by out of order, their beautiful coats buffed to perfection and shining in the perfect afternoon. Morgantina, a dark bay monster of a filly, was the California horse to beat. War of Words and Fifteen Feet danced by, also from California with sparkling pedigrees and conditioned by millionaire trainers. South of Rome, the Florida horse, was a chestnut filly with Unbridled in the pedigree. Golden Bamboo came from Louisiana and Arkansas, Alauda had been running against Hansea all year, Magic Mountain was the Ashland Stakes winner and Strewn Glitter had raced against her. Ranomafama, a gorgeous bay with a strange name, was Florida’s homebred horse that still had a lot to prove. Then came Whitebrook’s double entry: Angelica Tree and Vinaceous, who had been battling it out in California and Florida while Hansea enjoyed relative peace at Aqueduct.
"Keep her within striking distance," Lucas was saying as Cindy watched the horses. "She’ll want to lay off the pace with Vinaceous and Magic Mountain. Angelica Tree is going to be the horse to watch coming into the stretch, but South of Rome is the filly to beat right now. She’s going to come on late. War of Words will set the pace and she’ll tire. All you have to do is lay in wait and watch out for the closers."
"Understood," Cindy said simply, sidestepping as Hansea wheeled into the stall for her final check. The leggy bay couldn’t stay still, and already she was lashing out at the air with her hooves.
"Whoa, missy," the groom mumbled into the filly’s ear. "Whoa, missy. Whoa."
Hansea cocked an ear his way and put all four feet on the ground, letting out a snort in the direction of her awed owners, a young entrepreneur and his wife. Cindy smiled a little at the couple’s aghast expression, knowing exactly what they were thinking. Horses were generally not how owners made their principle money. Hansea was their recreation, and without Lucas to guide them along with her they would be utterly lost.
"Whoa, missy," the groom murmured under his breath again when Lucas gave Cindy a leg up into the saddle. Hansea shifted her weight and craned her head around, flicking her ears distractedly. Cindy could feel her coiling, getting ready to burst. She hoped the filly would save it for the race.
"Good luck, Cin," Lucas told her. "You might need it."
Cindy saluted him with her crop before tucking it away. Lucas smiled and let them go to enter the line of fillies dancing and spooking past the crowds at the rail. As they walked out from the tunnel, right into the corridor of thundering fans, Hansea predictably spooked, skittering over the concrete with her head held high, jerking on her groom’s arm.
The filly was quickly shuffled past the onlookers and deposited with her outrider. Hansea immediately thrust her head over the pony’s neck and danced her hindquarters away, sidestepping her long legs over the track.
Cindy sat easily through the post parade, trying to keep the filly calm through the necessity of being showcased to the bettors. Ahead of her she could see her cousin, Josie Taylor, sitting pretty on Vinaceous. Anne Pierce, Whitebrook’s other jockey, was a few horses behind on Angelica Tree. Whitebrook’s chestnut fillies were walking along professionally, totally attuned to the track as they shut out the raucous crowd.
As soon as they past the starting gate, Cindy let Hansea start up into a slow gallop. The filly’s dark legs lifted softly and stretched out, showing off her beautiful breeding and ground eating talent. Cindy felt her own nerves dissolve as the filly began to warm up, letting a little of her anxiousness fade off in the preparation for the race.
"She works out smooth," commented the outrider, getting a sniff nod from Cindy.
"After she calms down a bit, yeah," Cindy managed, slowing the filly as they approached the starting gate.
War of Words was loaded first, followed by Morgantina with Jerry Bailey. Golden Bamboo had the third slot, Vinaceous the fourth, and Alauda the fifth.
Cindy glanced next to her as she waited, her eyes catching on Magic Mountain and Sarah McCormick. The dark gray filly was dancing underneath Sarah, who settled her down before looking up and smiling at Cindy.
"This will be a good race," Sarah called over to her.
"No kidding," Cindy chuckled, already seeing the outlines for a major jockey battle. So many horses were evenly matched and on top of their game in this race that it would take a perfect ride to get the winner.
"See you at the finish," Sarah grinned as Magic Mountain was loaded. Angelica Tree followed next, along with Strewn Glitter. Hansea was one of the last to load, which Cindy was thankful for as the filly became more unmanageable the longer she was confined in the gate.
The last horses loaded. There was a split second to wait while Morgantina stopped fussing. Then the gates slammed open.
Hansea broke sharply, lunging out of the gate instantly. Immediately Cindy was on her toes, urging the filly up with the rest of the fillies and toward the rail. Hansea jockeyed into position, getting bumped several times by Strewn Glitter as the other bay filly attempted to find her feet in the crush to find position. Hansea snorted at each bump and Cindy let her move forward a little, settling in front of Strewn Glitter in fourth outside of Vinaceous as they entered the clubhouse turn.
War of Words had indeed won the battle to the front, with Golden Bamboo sitting right off her flank. Cindy kept Hansea steady in fourth, glancing to her right when she saw a flash of gray bobbing next to her. Sure enough, Magic Mountain was settling in to run along side them. Cindy could almost see Sarah smiling through her filly’s whipping gray mane.
Cindy focused all her energy on Hansea as they raced down the backstretch, keeping the bay filly from grabbing the bit in her teeth too soon. Thankfully Hansea was following orders, not running off rank like she had done several times in her racing career.
War of Words was setting hot fractions on the lead as they plunged past the half-mile marker. Cindy noted grimly that the filly was already starting to relinquish her lead to Golden Bamboo, who was no where near ready to race in the front with Fifteen Feet right on her heels. The field thundered through the rest of the backstretch, Cindy sitting still on Hansea as War of Words dropped back along the rail.
On her right Cindy saw Sarah still waiting on Magic Mountain, and on her left Josie was already working on Vinaceous as they began to turn for home. Cindy took stock of her mount, checking Hansea for how much they had left. The filly was responsive as hell.
"See ya, Jo," Cindy called over to her cousin, who gave her a surprised look as they flew past the quarter mile pole.
Hansea had her head, and was switching leads at the top of the stretch. Fifteen Feet was no longer a problem as Cindy ducked Hansea in close to the rail, skimming along the white tubing as they surged past, taking aim at Golden Bamboo, who was faltering. Hansea was pushing to the front, Cindy shoving her hands along the filly’s sweat dampened neck on their way past the grandstand.
Only when they had cleared Golden Bamboo did Cindy hear the others coming on her outside. Magic Mountain was flying down the stretch, Angelica Tree hot in pursuit. Cindy pursed her lips together, feeling Hansea’s pitch black mane slap at her cheeks. She brought out the crop and rotated it, landing it sharply on the filly’s hindquarters.
Hansea stretched and ran, her ears tipped back in concentration. Magic Mountain and Angelica Tree were beginning to level out with Hansea, about to draw even. Cindy smacked the filly twice more before swinging the crop back up to flick it by the filly’s eye. Hansea ripped at the bit, coming back on strong just as Magic Mountain gained the lead.
Cindy pushed up the filly’s neck as Hansea rushed back to challenge, drawing even on the inside before shoving free of Magic Mountain and sticking her head in front just as the wire blew by. Standing in the stirrups, Cindy shoved a victorious fist in the air as Hansea slowed, her ears pricking at the camera flashes along the inside rail.
"Good job," Sarah called to her as Magic Mountain cooled off next to Hansea. "I didn’t think she had it in her to come back."
"Neither did I," Cindy grinned, slapping Hansea a few times on the neck in praise as the filly went into a jaunty trot, flaring her red nostrils as Magic Mountain continued to canter by. Cindy slowed the filly down to a walk as the outrider cantered up to collect her, Donna Brothers close behind for the post-race interview.
Cindy grinned at the retired jockey and answered her questions as they rode back to the winner’s circle, Hansea dancing and bumping playfully against the nearly white outrider’s pony even though anyone could tell she was too tired to put her full, riot-rousing heart behind it.
At the winner’s circle, the dark filly was led through the corridor of flashing cameras and into the cement section of the grandstand reserved for the press and the official winner. Lucas was laughing with the owners, who were engrossed in the attention. The only presence in the small area that truly paid attention to Hansea and Cindy was Jack, who put a hand on the filly’s damp head and asked how they were.
The wreath of pink and white striped stargazer lilies was draped over Cindy’s lap, scattering fragrant yellow pollen all over her white pants. On top of that, another huge bouquet was shoved into Cindy’s hands, which she let rest on top of the wreath. Hansea shifted uneasily under the strange decoration, but Jack held her firmly as the photographer got everyone into the frame for the photograph.
After several flashes, the crowd broke with smiles still on their faces and Cindy leapt off the filly’s back, turning to tug the saddle off along with all the flowers, and weigh in as Hansea was led back up the track to the barns. The bouquet of flowers were abandoned on the wall for the trophy presentation – a case of twelve sterling silver mint julep cups that Cindy had to help hold for the picture. As soon as everyone had cleared out, Cindy turned quickly to retreat to the jockey’s room, only to run into Jack and the flowers she had easily discarded.
"You’re not going to let me get away without them, huh?" Cindy laughed, taking the gaudy pink and white lilies from him.
"Not into pink and white, huh?" Jack asked as Cindy wrinkled her nose at the flowers.
"No, not the flowers. Just look at me," Cindy exclaimed, brushing off all the yellow pollen on her pants and silks, which clung to her fingers and flowed like gold dust to the ground.